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  • 1 PETER 4:18 And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear? 3-5-2007-God, said, Im rubbing, your penus to make you quit, hours and hours to anger, this is killing all day, electric rubbing sensation, you will fall away from being offended, for hours, then I will heal you, then do it over again, and, hollie pointed, the LORd, is, flowing al! > l over bobs dick, to offend, over 15 hours, now, that was Jesus, in room, bright, God, says, despair unto life, is what, Im doing unto bob, stripping his desire, to live for Jesus, he has none right now, paul told God you need to quit and God said, no, this keeps humble in my eyes, God said, I aba!te, for no reason, and, cant do it, forever, my servants top me, hollie showed played the organ, cause there aint no visions in penetecost, said the tap dancers, and hollielicked the prophet, you are mocking in your heart, abate said Jesus, you say if I, loose the LOrd, I have lost nothing, God, cant, bear, this, abate, and you laugh, and, say, cmon, but, I, will, not play, like a man, hollie pulled the ship, and, on the missile, write the vision said hollie, record, have mercy said hollie, Jesus, on bob, this is, mercy, says the LOrd, casting out, abating, to keep humble in my eyes, done said, Jesus, I, casted bob out, for two days, teasing, mocking, I, let electric impulses, masterbate him to, drive insane, and he, in his heart, called me satan, laughed, godam, mocked, and i, thought, I need to, quit, cause he will, make me, look like, a fool, on the, internet, and, already, has, just put your visions, on, the, internet, hollie and, the angel, licked, the, prophet, thats, the, vision, michael, gabriel, Jesus in the middle, firing judgments,explosions all over the world, your needed on the floor said Jesus, I needed you to keep humble,humble to me is, not, wanting, to live, for Jesus, and doing it anyway, thats why I stripped, you, now everybody that reads that page hates me, and you think, make them an offer and let them choose, which one, they like, best, sex and violence, and rock and roll or this, and you laugh, prophet said the paul mooney girl, will, you last said the woman, no, said, Jesus, if, it werent for my, needing somebody is what you say, bob, you know God is short handed and you have, said, to him, you willk, stop, watch, ill make, the laughing stock of the internet, and people, got you, said, JEsus, I can, torment, when you are, away, but, you, tough out, you are, planning in your heart, raking people to the website, knowing they will, read some of the picture page, you put picture on to make them familiar, thats the only reason, now God is hated by over 35 people, heres what, God, says, I cannot, let this, go on, you, in your heart, are, saying, cast me, out, Ill have fun again, Godknows it, now, God, needs, your approval, before he can do something, heres what God says, I, will, back off, I wanted, bob, to leave, and, mean it, but, he didnt, now, this page, exists, he threatened, I should have listened, he wont back off, and I know if, I cast him, out, he, will, at the very bery end, and I will, say, labor of love, saved, but, I want him, now, suffered, cast him out Lord is what they wanted, now your excuse is taken away, record, showed, hollie, you have an open door before, you, thats exalted, (God is casting me out right now, flowing on my dick-can yes mean no, and up mean down when)you think, thank you Jesus, for all that bullshit, but, watch, your not going to get a wife, God knows, if, certain ones surfaced, you would not ask my permission, marry, sex, God gave me a vision of me praying in a straight jacket, I feel electricity flowing all over my dick, an!d God knows this hurts and angers and offends me, but, that is what hewants or he wouldnot continue to do these things. I keep getting told that Something like, " I want you to backslide for two months, so you will hate me, and not come back, this is offending, all day long, saith the LOrd, and I Am the Rock of offense, stay, and get, whipped, all day, for nothing, but, leave, and I will not let you come back, saith the LOrd". Awesome stuff aint it. I remember seeing the angel of the LOrd in visions and he asked me why I put this page up and I saw hollie sitting in her white robe and she told, "to embbarras Jesus for what he is doing and to make him stop". I know I want the Lord to stop playing, "prodding" me, and about embarrasing, well, All I will say is, if I were Jesus, I would not want this to be my report. Pray for me, cause I believe that your prayers will back off this _____ _________ _______ the LOrds response: God wants you to backslide to hide you, and you wont come back, saith the Lord, cause, the world is, fun, I dont need, you n!o more, saiththe LOrd. HOly GHost baptizm feels like a Body your perfect size coming in, and It speaks in another language, tongues. ST. MARK 10:30 But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. 7-3-2008-persecution is me the Lord trying to make you loose your salvation, by torturing, I say come unto me all ye that are heavy laden and I will give you rest then kill all day persecuting, torturing, to abase till you backslide, then if I miss I make you strong, then, destroy, ha ha saith God, what are you going to do about it, I made hell to abase and want people there saith God, many of my servants are there cause I torture, destroy, God speaks on 6-14-2008-I am tempting you to sin to make you loose your salvation, that is persecution, I will not stop until you die, I start killing all day long when you get filled with HOly Ghost, saith GOd, on about 5-31-2008-I saw Jesus in a vision or a man that looked like Jesus and he said, or I heard this, "put your mom in the lake, kill her for me". since I got baptized wiht the HOly Ghost in about 1997 and , and right now IM in fellowship of the Father, and that is staying in visions and hearing God speak thru Jesus or ministering spirits, which I see, all the time unless im talking or doing something bloxing it out, . I saw Jesus in a vision and im going by memory, and I was there with and Jesus had a prod, this is like what they poke cattle with, like pitchfork, and I saw in visions being stabbed with prod, like you use to stab cattle, and there was an edge, and the LOrd let me know he was pushing me to that edge, and that is using his prod, and when I fell over, he caught me in the air. Prodding is torturing, and a prod is like what they use to make cattle move, poke, stab with, with below torments and God spoke most of this, and I have been chased out by, many times, and now my face is ripping, bagging, sagging because of a new intruduced torment, when I blink, or turn head, its like muscles tighten, so they stretch, or maybe even move with my doing, much face damage,(i may look like a star wars character if this doesnt stop)(like last night, and it is 6-17-2008-under my eye tightened, and it was like that just about all night that I remember, and yes, new bag, both streteched, and I told Jesus, "ill have a face lift if you go to far" and being intimidated lots of the time cause when I twist kneck, muscles tithten, am im trying to not allow, and GOd told me that he wants to make it so I cant go on, thats where he wants me to offer sacrifice, that means, Hate God so much cause of what he is doing to me that I can not even bare thinking about him, toture me and make me jelous, and knows I cant do one thing about but backslide and he has told me many times to do that, to embarras me, and this is probably cause GOd has showed me the beast with seven heads and ten horns, most if not all bible mysteries, and he told me he doesnt want someone like me walking, he wants me hidden in the people, thats backslided, and tahts perish at end, and God has told me, Ive seen Jesus, "Im jelous", and has told me, "for no reason", and explained like, you were perfect and I became jelous, and im sure something will be tached on to this if I make it thru this torment, and I saw my face in a vision in 5-2008 and it had many knots, boil like, many, and in another, I was talking to a woman and not looking her in the eye, and this was cause I could not bear being facially destroyed, and being wrinkled every day, bagged, so Im faced with fasting until I die or, cause I can see that God is wanting to make it so I wont even want to come out of my room and be seen, to make me backslide to embarras me like he had told me he wants to do many times and has told me many times, "for no reason", and God scares me lots with HIS PROD, intimidate, strike, and what can you do, backslide for be tortured till you will not recover, and God has let me know, "Im killing you", thats making me hate Jesus by what he does to meand want to run, hate so much I cant even stand to talk to him, and I would see Jesus in vision and he would say things like, "bob get away from me", and has let me know if I fast and i have, "till the brink of death", and im tortured while fasting beyond ability to deal with, being teased, messed with many ways hurting my heart deeply, and GOd let me know he wants to do that, and in dream this morning, my eye pulled like bag, I felt and he let me know my mom is going to hell in antther, and hell is under my feet, and yours, and I keep asking God, why do you hate me so much, do you hate people, and I see people and ask God, do you hate them, do you hate that bird, or, do you hate this, do you hate that, whats it like to hate so much, and now if I fast till death cause God wants my face as he said, and I wont use the exact words, like the former prime ministers of ukraine, its a stumblingblok, I just think, put me in hell, go ahead, but I served and surrendered and was available to you, and for doing, so if you see someone backslided, maybe they were not willing to cut thier hand off like God asked me to do, and then he probably would have laughed at me like I see him doing many times after one of his strikes with his prod, and I have expressed thats, its sad YoU are over the existence so pray for me, and if you dont beleive it, good, but save yourself if you can and after you read this you to will say, "who then can be saved"? You will know after you read this what the oaklahoma bomber said is true, "if im going to hell, im going to have a lot of comapny", and just incase you dont believe, look what happened to JOB, and I saw him in visions with boils on top of boils, growing out, and God has told me scaring me and im always trying to recover, something like, "I want to make you an example of rising to the top and falling", " I want you to comit sin in front of those you witnessed to". I have begged God to stop till I almost cant no more, and I have asked him to take my life, and he has led me to attempt suicide twice, and sent gariel once he told me to stop it. So whether you pray for my life or death, thnaks, this makes me know, or I beleive it does why when the romanian pastor writes a book, and it talks about fasting and athe whole church fasting or many theere, possibly why they did. I saw Jesus in a vision and he said something like, "its funny not knowing if you will be able to stand tomorrow or not"(he said this to me like a smart ass, and I told God since this batch of God chasing me away from him to embarras me has been going on since about 9-2005, stop or Ill put it on net and reach out for outside prayer, God just spoke, "I will do it to everybody", "I just love it when you are so angry", I saw like an red possibly outlined Jesus in vision while I was lying on couch, and one thing he said was, "you little fucking runt", Please pray for me, cause about late 2007, I found myself cutting garden hose, starting van, sticking hose in exhaust, thru window, got in, under covers in back seat, hose in mouth, and later still alive, and God told me he sent gabriel to stop it, and I heard, "I led you", and gabriel will see people reading this, and if you read about how im being tempted to sin all the time just about, you wont like it, and it is worse then youll read, like I woke up this morning and all desire to live for Jesus was stripped right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in visions and didnt record what he said, but he mocked me, scared, teased, like this morning, I saw Jesus and he yelled something like, "got you", I saw Jesus this morning, and he had brown hair, and he said, "om jelous. . Please pray for me. in vision I saw me in hell and fire was coming from hand or hands, and God speaks 3-12-2008---im tempting you to sin all day every day be teasing you, carressing dick with electricity, deseasing gums, entering into heart, making wrath, stripping all desire to live for me out of heart, I make you hate me and jelous, torturing, offending, all day, heres why, i kill all day, meaning, trying to make you backslided, for no reason, im carressing your dick to make you want to sin, I want you to perish, cause I wanted to drive you out for no reason, so im glorified in what I did, im going to destroy you, walk away until my heart becomes unjelous, im jelous cause your on fire, and I like teasing my own children, fsast till the brink of death, then, spare or lava, This persecution seems to be geered at making me backslide, all day, by driving me out, stealing my desire to live for Him right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in a vision, and he said something like, "I want your blood on my hands", o, and he has to put new hearts in me to make me recover, im just curios LOrd, why are you doing this when your Word says its not your will that any perish: Jesus: I want my servants humble in my eyes, and that is not wanting to go on-question, do you like punking me Lord, is this beccause I said no to sin and women, now im older, and not wanted, and being trashed most of the time by you, do you like punking me? Jesus: no, I want you to humble, and I wont let you fast, I torture you, beyond recovery, for no reason.-----if you read below, I must warn you, have God's permission. in a maybe a dream, I saw words like this, "they do not beleive it". persecution.....about late summer of 2005, God was saying things to me that would pierce my heart, teased, and I feel electricity flowing on my penus, sometimes feeling like oral sex, like electrical showed, hitting head, hair loss, fiery darts hitting gums and if you read down below, read what they feel like striking, and God just spoke, "im teasing". I saw the words, prod, prodding in maybe dreams, and Im going by memory, and I feel all desire to live for God drained right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in visions and he said things like, "I want your blood on my hands, "ill strip you of your salvation if you dont stop me". this is going on and its worse then you can imagine if you read this. when I walk and even as I type, I have an electric dick, and God knows this hurts my heart. I feel it, when i walk or move, and God makes it get hard, and teases me about it. Its all here. if you dont believe, good, but, pray for me.........you may say, it takes balls to put something like this up, but, I gave God a choice, stop or, and apparently, the or was chose..........charlie rich sang, behind closed doorsssss....now read, and you wont like the terror of being pesecuted, killed all day long, o, and in this God has me walk in circles and spin when stopped, and I bet I looked like a blur to people that saw, and I was told to spin until I collapsed, then spin on floor, spin till police come and remove, and I told the Lord, if you destroy me, you wont do it like that..at church last night, 2-10-2008, God told me to spin, and I said, not, and he told me today, well, you just read it, spin till collapse, then roll on floor.this means up the steps walking in circles, pump gas spi9nning, and he shows me girlfriends, and people laughing at me and lets me know, at least they did what they wanted...God tole me he is doing this for no reason, to strip my salvation, kill me, slaughter, that means drive me to a place where I hate him and dont want him no more and dont want to go on----think its not bible, read title of this page..heres what God just spoke, "you are embarrassing me", and I say, you are destroying me night and day, and I told on you, and you prophesied most of this page, "you are not wanting to be killed all day long saith God, read this page and ask the Lord if yoy would want that yourself, I didnt say yes to your call Lord to be driven out all day by you for no reason.....by the way, walking in circles, spinning while stopped makes you despair so bad, you dont want to go on, and God told me once that is to destroy me...........I guess im Gods sense of humor like you teasing a little dog, and God reminded me, jsut about since day one, God has killed me all day long till I quit with my mind made up to not come back, and reminded me when He got me, many times, then stopped and told me many times about this time, 'get the fuck away from me", "leave right now", I would see Jesus in visions and he would say, "abase", and look like a maniac, "God just spoke, "Im getting mad"., I would not want you to know if I tortured my little daughter, I jsut saw Jesus and he said, "dont bob", stop then, or I have nothing to loose......pray for me on 12-18-2007, I saw Jesus in a vision, and he yelled, "got you". I remember about late november, early december pulling up to redlight and stopping, and the it was green, so I pulled out, and then I saw it red again, so I stopped, and I was in the intersection when I stopped, if car was coming, direct hit on my door, and it was a red light camera.........GOd told me, "I will make you hate me so much by persecuting you that you will not be able to bear living for me". I know ask God all day, often, why are you hurting me, why are you teasing me, why are you destroying me....if you read below this, you will not beleive, but I can beleive this, what one of the apostles said, "who then can be saved", God just spoke, "Im tempting you to sin", and often teases me saying something like, "I want you to comit sin in front of those that you witnessed to", and that is this persecution, being driven out all day, killed all day, meaning, no good, not wanting to go on, and some of the things that is going on is, I fell electricity flowing on, caressing, spiking, what I use the bathroom out of, teasing, sometimes like an electrical hand holding the end of it till I anger of, something entering into heart, bringing wrath, making me hate, stripping out all desire to live for God, and even Jesus came down like a lighted man, and had a pen, and he poked a whole in my heart, and all my desire to live for God drained out, this happens all the time, I wake up in the mornings and mouth feels like it is clamped shut at times from desease, fiery darts, etc, teeth have pain, from piosonuous fiery darts taht feel like electrical pens being shot in and poison being spued out, and I see Jesus in visions, and he laughs at me and teases me telling me about people around me that they did what they wanted, and I lived for him, and he knew he was going to do this, my hair has fallen out and I feel electricty come down on head, and the LOrd just spoke and I saw him, "you gotta a abase coming".. I see Jesus in visions all the time and he says things like, "abase", and I see an eye winking at me, and this teases.......God has told me this page embarrasses both of us, him and I< and he cant cope with it, and I told him, it should have been put up long ago, the first time, and I told God, one more, time, Ill put it on net.....if you read below this it is filled with the terror and I guess, my penalty for being batized with the Holy Ghost, and I hope you all make it to heaven, but, "who then can be saved". when I try to fast, im tortured so bad, that it is almost impossible, and God has told me something like, "I will do this until you leave", that means keep hitting me until I from the heart quit, and thru out my walk, this has happened, where God made me to quit, or threaten, then, he would stop and keep me again....., and God often makes me so mad I cant think straight, and has told me he wants that, and has pierced my heart, maybe a hundred times, meaning, threw me in rage, made my heart unhealable, and I would have to ask him to heal me, and he would, and he did this by teasing me, saying what he knew at the right time to say it, would throw me in rage, and has showed me, my mom, my retarded sister, and maybe even me, in lava, screaming.....retarded sister that has the mind of about a 6 year old. I have often wanted suicide and begged Jesus to let me die, and he showed me and maybe told me to go to my car and I saw me with a hose in my mouth, and that means, sitting in with it running and cabon monoxide killing me and I would have, and I saw, "lead me", and I was led to the door of the house. I have asked God so many times, "why do you hate me so much".....here is what God says right now, "im killing to keep you under my feet, you are not exalted in heart, but in revelations, Im not wanting you to backslide, but, if you will not stay, good luck to you". prophet: your making it so I cant stay, and all day hit me with this above torture and more. Jesus: im killing you all day long. prophet: do you want me in lava Lord. Jesus: im killing you all day long, for no reason, perish, or be set free, by fasting, prayer, but, I wont, because you are exalted in revelations....prophet: this is what I deal with, be set free, but you wont. God even teased me telling and maybe showing me that I tortures me while I work for him. Im often hitted till I quit in my heart, and God told me he wants me to threaten, and that is about qutting, and he enters into my heart, and somehow has the ability to make it not want to go on. I saw Jesus in a vision, and he said something like this, gentle, but, maybe smart ellic like, "I just love it when you are so mad"......uto here is what God spoke to me on 8-1-2007-im going to destroy you, cause, you are not needed no more, I used you till you were done and now I dont need anyone, no one can stand with me persecuting like I AM you, now, perish, you are doomed saith the LOrd, and I will mock you thru enternity cause you were number one, still are and I fought you all the way, to make you fall, by teasing, mocking, entering into heart and making rage appear, winking at you and entering into heart to anger, carressing dick, spiking it with electricity to anger, tease, saying what I know will hurt you, not helping, or keeping, to, make you undecided all day, slurring words, to anger, doing what I know will hurt you deeply, mortally, wound, for no reason, I the Lord, dont, need you, and want you to fall, embarrass you, and make you hated by all for the visions I gave you and you posted. God told me many times he will not quit until I backslide and has even told me that, after im out in the world for two months, if he misses me, then he will have no choice but to call me back and leave me alone, or I wont come back---God has told me he wants to make be backslide to embarrasss me, but, wont quench the flames of hell, or seemly make it possible for his slave, and that is all you are if you are saved, "dog" is what God told me, ......pray for me, cause God wont stop with my fasting, and prayer, and begging, etc.....God has told me many times, that he is doing this for no reason, and that I should fast, and pray till his heart smites...Its like im a little toy taht God is torturing, teasing, mocking, hurting me in my heart all day, and im suppost to try to change his heart, and havent been able to yet, and I did fast, and paul sought about thrice to get out of something and God said somehting like, "my grace is sufficient for thee", and God has warned me that I wont let him heal me in time, so its like You the LOrd want me to perish...tell the people that read this why. persecution is torture and read if God permits now I look at it like this, If I was Jesus, there are somethings I would not want the whole world to know Home Page I remember living in my van, and it was about 9-2005-and the Lord spoke something to me that hurt me deep in my heart, made me beg most of that prayer that he do it not again......and what I found was, he did it about every day, all day, looked for a chance to do it, teased, knowing what to say to mortally wound me, meaning, make it so only he could heal my heart. Now more tortures are tached on to fullfill a vision where Jesus showed me the word, and im going by memory, "prod". That means mess with in many ways to ultimately make the servant backslided, casted out, hate the Lord, not want to serve, undecided...you read this and think, no way......read below, most are the words of the Lord......the deal was, im telling if you dont stop, and what happened was the Lord told on himself so it would not be sin.....this must fullfill when the apostles asked, "who then can be saved". read what is going on with mE-1-27-2007-please pray for me- this is what I have to go thru daily-I saw Jesus in a vision, and his gums were on fire, and I saw satan in a vision, and he had a long spear, and I saw little devils in a vision, and they were stabbing my gums over and over(once, this poisonous poke went from gum to gum to gum)-now, if allowed by God, read some of what I go thru-(the Lords explanation at the bottom) 10-8-2006-I usally wake up daily, and it feels like poisonous metal spikes in my front teeth, all of my upper teeth, I could feel this morning(what my front teeth feel like because of this is like sombody just punched my in the mouth, and loosened)-this is from fiery darts being shot in, or something else that feel different at times,(they feel lots of the times like they are inflated with infection, swollen gums) THis sometimes, feels like, a needle being stuck in, and poison being shot in, a needle being stuc!k in long ways, thru many, gums,teeth, etc, like prying going on to separate my gums, from my teeth, like, electric shafts, shot in between gums and teeth, like, chiseling going on at more than one tooth and gum at a time, and when I drove, it felt sometimes like chunks of my gums were being pulled out-I saw in a vision, satan with a long lighted needle in his hand, and I also many spirits, in another vision, like poking my gums, at the same time(is resist the devil till he flees from you meaning after he has deseased my gums away. God will pop this arrows or whatever out, and sometimes I feel gum desease swell up in seconds in my gums(image that)(on about 3-2007 and Im going by memory, the LOrd told me something like, he wanted mne to backslide, then tell me I didnt have to go so I could not bear it when I looked back at it)I remember about the time of the fiery darts, the LOrd gave me a vision, and in it, I saw this light shaft cut right thru maybe my tree, almost all the way-been weak everysince(newgum recession around two teeth on 1-30-2o o7)I had a vision and a man that looked like Jesus said, something like, its funny not knowing or not if you are going to be permitted to stand or not tomorrow-or somehting like that(LOrd can I ask you a question here before all-who can be saved?)(1-2007-I saw Jesus in a vision and he had all of his upper teeth missing, and I saw hollie and she sang something like, this, youll be collapsed)-I keep seeing a man that looks like Jesus in visions, and he says things like, continue slipping, keep slipping, now start quiting, now stop hanging around,(I keep hearing gunshots and often see a gun in a vision being pointed at me-this means that I will be shot, killed, casted out by teasing(if you dont beleive this teasing goes on and question who it is coming from, the LOrd showed me in visions many times a toothbrush, letting me know I needed to take better care of my teeth or get them cleaner or, and now that I do exactly that, gum desease swells up in seconds. God showed me a man in !visions many times and it hurt me, and I beleive it was me, and this mans butt was almost level or was level with his back-I did fast but was not exalted) and or-the gun shot I heard on the morning of 1-30-2007 hurt my heart so bad, and God knew it would and this is what he wants)(what God does everyday is rides me teasing and angering with what he says, to the point to where I want to quit, then, O no, come back, come back(dont beleive it-for probably about 15 hours now, I feel electrity, tapping, carressing going on and or in my penus, want to click off this page, its going on, almost non stop, and deep with in my heart, it angers me, can you beleive the heavenly creator does this-I should have stayed in sin, ----dont you have anything better to do than this stupid bullshit Jesus Christ? -this was replaced by about 8 months of being teased(what I mean by this is exactly what I said. God knows exactly what to say to make me goin a rage, and how to say it, and this went on !and still is. Being teased right(it often feels like my zipper going d own, and I feel electricity flowing on penus and somethings, like a hand)(can you beleive)(I see Jesus in visions, and he says things like, I got you, I caused you to backslide, I made you comit iniquity) now as I put this in-hollie singing, youll be collapsed) by ministering spirits, mainly, the one that looked like Jesus, or only the one that looked like Jesus, throwing me in a rage(this still goes on-I saw a man that looked like Jesus in a vision and he let me know that he was going to slur the words in the visions, he said somehting like, I know what Ill do, and he told me about messing up the words, and does, all the time-sometimes angering me above what i can bear-saw Jesus just now and he said something like, start qutting-this means the next cast out is already on its way). Since he knows exactly what to say, and when to say it to make me angry, thisis what I mean, and it did go on, piercing my heart.